new chance?????

huuhuhuhuhuhu.............first time in my life kuar malam sorang2..drive sorang2....nothing to say.. may be ibu dh bleh pcaya my driving skills.. n my teenage life.. but kuar malm ni juz nk open mind untuk satu pluang baru yg still got BIG question mark dlm kpala???? since me myself hard to put trust n believes to others sbab semua org ckp sy tak excited to grab the chance...
talking about trust... trusr=pcaya.... memang satu perkara yg susah sya nk bagi kat orang.. for me tak de org yg sya bleh pcaya sepenuhnya...maybe some said its hard for me to get along with others... since my experience once kta tlampau pcaya dkat orang tp bila kita dikhianati ia adalah satu rasa yg paling sakit=pedi..etc... so smpai skarang there is no words of best friend in my life.. for me best friend == kwan yg kta bleh pcaya utuk share ap yg kita rasa n dia patut fham diri kita and kita sendiri bleh rasa ap yg dia rasa n fham dia spenuhnya... may be my personality too secretive make a s big wall or border for me to share my feeling and others trying to understand me... what can i say thats me.... so thatz make the chance leave me with A big question mark there.......???????????my head..huhuhuhuhuhuh