emo...

if people said its hard to see me crying seriously i'm crying right now....juz wanna share suddenly i feel so sad n lost.. i really miss AYAH.. seriously adia rindu sangt dekat ayah.. as time goes by its hard for me to accept d fact that he was not arround any more.. he not here seeing what i'm doing right now.. still i can't believe.. its really hard for me to accept d fact.. even he left us for 5 years.. sometimes i thought he sitting near to me.. he d one who make a call answer d phone.. woke me up... even though now i'm near to Penang will make me feel so sad and my memories toward him growing enormously.. till when i drove back to melaka previously i imagined how d van jenazah bring him back to us... seriously i donno what i feel.. maybe this post its juz looking i'm so emo.. but d true is i reallly miss ayah.... adia rindu sangt kat ayah.. i never told anybody be4 this i got a dream but i dont think its a dream ifeel is so real.. when i heard he called me to wake up for subuh prayer...he touch my forehead and said" adia bangun sembahyang" seriously in d dawn during prayer i can;t keep my tears running down.... sometimes i feel my forehead still warm for his last kiss during i broke my leg when he soothing me down make me feel better with my broken leg( cried because my leg kna simen)..

what else can i say.. adia rindu sangat kat ayah.........